yeah it gets really tough it's a lifestyle it's not a hit netflix news button morning and not making your bed not cleaning your house you don't hit the snooze button you get up you don't want to go run to go run now we're the most clinical swim you'll make your bed you make your bed nowhere in the house because the house you don't want to study you study that's you talking cow surmise it's going to suck but that's not gonna be fun do some that sucks every single day of your life that's how you grow used to with that you have to really fight is to war against yourself knows that easy to look in the bureau to change your own life it's hard as hell used to take responsibility to learn since is to feel uncomfortable good because this comes from subway grow that's how we become strong to run away from discomfort to assistance arrive you will always be weak if you want to grow as a person you really have to make transmit pain raise the discomfort enjoy the struggle