but we have to suspend our disbelief so for example when i made the intention of going to twenty k months but my old self was like you could never do this you could never do this you're not gifted you know talented you not born in a certain way and again that's subjective right that's my subjective opinion and i believe that because that's what i've been telling myself for a very long time but that's my current reality not the reality i want to create because remember in this next moment of life i can be do and have anything that i choose and that's the really