and i tried it for the first time after that night i started doing it every weekend which quickly turned into a six month long benders i got fired from all my jobs i got my car repossessed i got kicked out of my house and i was living on my grandma's couch i was being embarrassed i went from being a nightclub manager to being a cleaner scrubbing toilets for a living but when i hit rock bottom i made a decision that i wasn't going to be an addict anymore i cut out my friends who partied

i stopped going out to the nightclubs and i started working on my fitness scores hitting rock bottom was one of the hardest things i've ever had to go through but it's also what caused me to become the man that you see today a man that i'm fucking proud of so if you're in a dark place right now i want you to know that you're one decision away from a completely different

life