i don't believe in god zero church zero anything i don't read the bible but i sit there started praying three times a day my prayer started like this god i don't believe in you i think it's fake things for weak people but if you're out there i want to know something they grow and i were in the car were having a big fight she leaves i say god haven't spoken to my mom for five years but if you exist i would love to talk to my mum thirty seconds later i get a call from a blocked number i don't want to answer the phone and it's my mom crying why are you crying kisses i got the feeling you weren't paying to hang up the phone i sat in that car that night chills all over my body like oh my god either this is ironic or this is real but the level of coincidence is a little tutorial i chose to believe it was god and he has my back and he's had my back from day one that level of confidence i got from that moment that somebody was watching me and had my back is the reason why i am where i'm at today i make my decisions purely knowing he has my back and if you ask me was one of my biggest fears losing his favor because to me in life when you get a person that has your back you take that for granted you're a fool