so i'm at the lowest point in my life at this point i was at my mom's house the house owner couch my mom's house was peaceful it was a blessing and i could uber all around town and get instant deposits and make money and while i'm doing that i'm just applying for sales jobs plying for sales jobs because my plan was i'm going to get a sales job i'm gonna find a way to make six figures i'll figure out the college thing i ended up dropping out i'm gonna save up all my income and i saved up all of it i was like i'm gonna get a nice apartment downtown houston that was my mango and a year later i did it as like man this is also made one hundred and twenty grand couldn't believe it and then i ended up saving there's an article on this i broke down and had a system for saving up money which ultimately helped me start maker and so doing that i pulled away from everyone i was just full focus seven days a week nonstop to do this because i don't have family money i didn't have any investors i didn't have any mentors i had to dig myself out out of that and it was that experience that made me so damn tough and resilient because if you show an ounce of weakness there pounds it on