now bomb goes off in four or five in the morning
your mind says no you say this is what we do
is what we do now
because we get to where you want to go
the amount of pain involved
the amount of mental pain
how many times you're about to do something that you don't want to do
to get to where you want to go
just getting more times to do someday you don't want to do then you are gonna go through
that that's your new norm
and then once you do this over and over and over again
it becomes like three four
i don't wanna live this lifestyle but to get to the other side of this room i have to