mind the way you find passion is that you go through pain and something so much that you'd become competent and once you become competent you get to walk in a room and help people in a real way when they otherwise would not have been able to do it then you'd become passionate so you go through pain to get competence in the newfound passion and fulfillment in being able to help someone do something they otherwise could not have if you would not have suffered through that pain most people do the other way they start with yashin and they may end up trying to start a only management agency with no experience or they're selling bitcoin and they don't no idea what they're talking