you say that bill gates never had a day off under his forties and i call bullshit when i came back from everest last year it was after a brutal year getting sued multiple times almost lost my house south stewed to lawyer negligence a bunch of things were going on had to let go of some of my friends a lot of my businesses were failing and what i did was i just hit it really hard so it was working ridiculous hours fourteen hours every single day and you know i used to think like mental health was a choice like in terms of being positive but my body just gave up on me i was having panic attacks at three o'clock every single day as i talked about in episode two and what i realised was you know i was just idolizing ala mask oh bill gates this narrative this