I’ve always had this hole in my heart… It was like there was a piece of me missing.

Looking back, it’s as clear as daylight.. But during that stage of my life, I had no idea what it was that I longed for.

Over the years I’ve tried to fill that void with pretty much everything under the sun. From drugs, to money to muscles.

I know there are so many people going through exactly what I went through.. And trust me brothers & sisters.. Those things will NEVER satisfy your soul.

What you’re searching for & what I searched for, was peace… And there’s only one way to get it..

Repent for your sins, give your life to Jesus Christ & be born again 🤍..

& trust me, I KNOW I don’t look like the typical ‘church dude’. I KNOW I’m going to get bashed for this video. I KNOW people are going to use this against me in the future.

But I also know..

That if this video inspires ONE person to give their life to Jesus & walk away from worldly things, it’s worth it all.

I don’t know the bible from start to end. I can’t quote verses & I definitely don’t haven’t figured everything out yet.. But I’m learning & getting closer to Jesus every day.

I’m looking forward to sharing the rest of my journey, as I grow, with everyone.

*ps - Unfortunately this reel was cut up from a podcast I filmed many weeks ago & I cursed a couple of times during it, so I won’t be posting the full one.. It doesn’t sit right with me. I’ll just share sections of it. I’m going to record a new podcast very soon & tell my story. Go sub on ¥T if you want to hear that!

✝️🤍
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timon.kriek

2024-04-04 14:19:08

i was the guy that
took cocaine on friday went to church on sunday
and that causes a lot of pain and suffering because
because at the end of the day you're living fifty percent for god jesus or you're living fifty percent for the world
so
i could never go
too hard
for the world because the next i felt bad like
jesus i'm so sorry for this thing now i'm in pain
whereas if you want to compete atheist so you don't believe in anything
you don't have that pain you just go out use drugs you sleep with as many people as you want to live for the world and that's fine you don't feel bad the next day but me being fifty percent in in both ways i felt bad the next day yeah so then i also couldn't get the benefits of being a christian because i'm still living for the world yeah but i couldn't get the benefits of living for the world because i'm also a christian
so being one foot in on both sides causes you a lot of pain and a lot of suffering and and that happened a lot in my life