and i was like

me

like how could you even ask me that and he literally goes like you post things that are basically like audi of such judgment about it for and i'm sitting there like

and i really took a step back i analyze like the things that i had been posting the presence that i had on social media and at the time i was posting like seven stories a day of myself i was so deep in it and i had taken three days off of social media not posting one story not posting one photo of myself absolutely zero attention and this is coming from someone who i'm like i pride myself on the fact that like i don't need male attention i don't need attention from it i felt lonely yeah not getting that attention i can't even believe that i was not even aware and i know this might sound sort of silly to some people but when you're so deep in it you have no idea the effect that it's having even just a little like hearts on social media that's a good dopamine hit that was a moment where i was like i have to change some things