and who become very rigid and judgmental and they

now are focused on other people you know because when you're not content with where you are you're focused on what everybody else is doing and you're judging everybody else

and if i were to compare the women that i look up to that i see them as light and confident and only

gracefully becoming wiser and wittier with age versus women who are not and who are micromanaging their own faces all of your eggs are in one basket

and all you are focused on are your wrinkles and you haven't worked on yourself on your mind on your career on your health if you don't have any other thing working for you and this is all you're focused on hell yeah you're gonna feel like crap

you're not going to be for anybody forever

so if all i'm counting on is to be useful forever

i'm gonna lose

there's no way i'm going to win that battle but if i said you know what i'm gonna try to look as good as possible for as long as possible

and one that starts wearing out in the meantime i'm working on all these other things i'm working on my intellect i'm working on my friends on my circle on on on no when you have things to look forward to when you lose this it will be sad but isn't that sad anymore because you would have worked out so many other things that only come with age that only come with adulting