i think this is done

my gut dropped and i felt like i had

dumped the best relationship that i had ever had with my work addiction he said i don't think i love you anymore and i said that's not true this is not over and i'm not kidding you there is this inner voice that i was like he's hurt your hurt fight for this fight for this relationship do not let this go he believes he doesn't love me anymore i said i still love you more than anything and i'm willing to do whatever it takes to see

if this can be repaired and i asked him i said are you willing

to at least take a step

to see if it's possible and i saw something in him crack meaning that i could see he was hurt

and he didn't know i cared that much it was that inner voice that there was like leave whatever but the deeper voiced

by for this and i'm so grateful that i listened to that rather than the

whiny egoic voice that was just you know hurt and felt rejected