you have to love the chaos you have to love the war you have to love the idea of all the constant problems that you have to fix you have to love being the center of a mini university have created is going to implode under it's own gravity girl out there doing constant aikido that's how kings have always felt you think alexander the great didn't feel that you think julius caesar didn't feel that think genghis khan didn't feel that these calls to war seven different directions and his wife's krabi complaining at the same time in his favorite horse just died of course he was all anyone who's been important has ever done we're looking for calm and peace you won't matter