over i just think at a certain point it's like sure people were there with you from the beginning but how much are you willing to tolerate when they're not advancing and they're not moving forward you get to a certain point when you realize you can't carry everyone and for a long time i thought i could carry everyone and it's very disheartening because you feel like these people were there for me from the beginning a certain point people have their own journey and they have their own story you can't carry everyone to the top they have to do that for themselves and it can weigh heavy on you sometimes but it's the only way